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Don't Remove the Posts
I don't understand why the posts are being deleted. All have been very good. I especially liked the ones about Manchester and hearing about others experiences is therapeutic. I can't believe anyone would be complaining - so don't pull em off - keep em coming.
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She posted this once, I didn't understand what it meant until now, She had so many reasons when she posted her songs.
But i think this one ended it as she told everyone what was really going on. I have a video of her driving through Manchester laughing as she drives around the ring road that I would like to post, if the admin would like to approve it. It`s so funny how she drives and it shows her in her true glory. Singing hallelujah, Siinging hallelujah. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBg9btpGqKU I wanted to post out a song that i feel see`s how much she means too me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MxudBgKAH_E Last edited by ShellyGirl; 09-18-2018 at 10:33 AM. |
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Remember when she did her c64 stuff and posted a demo with this music, I have the sample she did, and it never got released.
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I got E-mailed few days ago I'm getting some money, Its going to take some time though.
Guess who set it up for me, No guess to who give me all this . I`m setup for life now. I'm set for life now, Now I'm going to dance for all my days i new she`d come true and make sure i was ok. what i want to send out to Antonia21 is this last song from me, Do you remember, Because we shared everything, AND I MEAN EVERYTHING, Even though she left me for Kirsteen. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RDRwqTNLGDs If this is my last night with you Hold me like I'm more than just a friend Give me a memory I can use Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do It matters how this ends, Last edited by ShellyGirl; 09-23-2018 at 03:00 PM. |
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Happy For You Shelly !
I'm not surprised at all. She always held you in the highest. She told me always that you were her true and real love, friend, confidant, etc. It won't erase all of your pain but it can give you some peace. Good Luck - Be safe - Be happy. Sadness solves nothing and just furthers the harm to all. Kisses, Lisa
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I`ve made a big, big mistake.
My bank account is loaded now, and I put money first again. I have all this money now and I don't want any of it? I`m not sure what's changed with me but something has, She give me all this money and I sit in my room thinking of her more than the money. I remember once she said all the money they had couldn't save her mother, and now I have all this money but without her in my life it means nothing. I`ve been thinking of moving away tbh, somewhere in the lakes away from Manchester, away from everything I know here. I live in a flat at the moment but I can get much better now with the money I have. So this could be my last post on here apart from if I do post my last home when I move from Manchester. Manchester holds way to many memories now, of her and how she made it happen, she kept it happy and fun and most of all I think she made Manchester a much happier place for me to live. She made so many people happy and I miss her so much, but that's not going to change what's happened. I did find this music that reminds me of her and her retro photos she took! She seems just a memory now at the back of my mind, i think i need to move on be alone and just think about what life means now, plus what it holds for me, plus bring lots of photos of her to my new place and just be alone with her in my mind and remember our happy times. Her fav photo was this monkey photo that i`ve uploaded with big teeth. She used to laugh at that so much. PLZ DONT DELETE. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Opq85BK09Q Last edited by ShellyGirl; 11-30-2018 at 12:07 PM. |
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Be Safe Shelly
Oh my goodness. It is certainly nice to have the financial comfort to reflect on the important things in life. It could be a great opportunity to do something good. You should protect yourself and your assets so that they will last you a lifetime and never leave you wanting. That's what she would have wanted. Then you could figure out what she might want have wanted you to do with the part you didn't need. Are there others you could help? Are there investments you could make in her name/honor? She sure did love her horses and she loved her Mini Coopers. Scholarship for someone wanting to go into auto repair. Maybe a horse ranch for kids with cancer to go and ride and enjoy life a little? Or a horse rescue organization? Leaving Manchester may very well be the break from that could be beneficial but it could also backfire - it's all about why you would be leaving - what it is you would be leaving behind. Would you later regret your decision as maybe running away from something?
Regardless, you should put the past in the past and go about the daily living your life and trying to find happiness and peace. Be gentle, Shelly girl, go gently. I hope it's not your last post. I hope we hear from you often. Big Teeth Monkey - hahahahahahaha. I thought she deleted my picture - but damned if it ain't right there - hahahahahaha Kisses, Lisa Last edited by LisaGiggle; 10-17-2018 at 04:32 PM. |
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